Emiko's

Came here to upload pictures that were taken last night.

Today went out with edwin and munch.

Aftermath home sweet home.

Tired, guess i'm falling sick again.

Feel feverish, giddy..  x(

Please dont fall sick, CNY is coming, need lots of energy. (:

Got to go sleep soon, yawn! Nights peeps.

Back here to clear some webs.

Been plain lazy to post lately...

Lately, i feel i'm kind of sensitive, little things can make me flare up.

What's wrong now? I've got no idea, i feel so emotional.

Everything around me seems to goes wrong. I hate it !

Oh well, Happy - Go - Lucky de sharon faster come back ~  T.T

Met up ah de, edmund, aaron & co few days ago..

Meeting up friends who i didn't contact for a long time it's nice.

It seems most of my friends who i know has gone into army.

Book in and out has become their lifestyle.. (: Jiayous!

Searching for part time jobs currently, 

no money will die x(

I want to study make up course luhs!

The determination towards it,  is still so strong.. Aww!!

Headed to 88 today, last day already.

Another person is going to take over.

I'm going to miss everyone there luhs, Ai ai & co..

They took a group photo, shall upload soon when they post up.

Saturday got a BBQ at Ai Ai house, i guess i'll be going over awhile ba?

Shall end a random picture taken with JiaXi :D

I've not been sleeping well lately x(

Looking older, oh faint!

CNY is coming man, shall get my clothes asap (:

Not any better post. So please bare with me...

Sometimes i really miss those times being a child.

Whereby, dont have to encounter any worries.

Those time was so beautiful and carefree.

When time pass by, a child will grow up.

Stepping into further stage of life,

and this will be the time, things starts to get complicated.

Got to learn not to depend on adult but ourself.

Certainly, things didnt turn out well times and times again.

There's also things that we can't control or changed.

Yet learn from mistakes when we fall.

Yet learn to accept facts that we doesn't wants.

But all these pains are are just a growing up process.

For me, for now,

I don't know what to do when things falls apart.

I guess, it's gonna have to hurt,

I guess, i'm gonna have to cry.

& let go some things i've loved,

to get to the other side.

I guess, it's gonna break me down,

like falling when i'm trying to fly.

It's sad but sometimes moving on with the

rest of my life, starts with a goodbye.

Guess sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

My mind seems to be gone, im spinning round and deep inside,

my tears i'll drown. i'm losing grip what's happening.

Aint me pathetic?

For certain reasons, i've not been sleeping.

For certain reasons, my mind can't stop thinking.

Though knowing that i've done so much, it won't be appreciated by anyone too.

How foolish can i be?

Dear God, please give me shalom peace and strength. Amen.  

Today went out with ilona & nigel. Maine didnt make it to join us.

Bought a new dress and a top with ilona (: Thumbs up! Haha.

Walked around the whole town with them, poof! Tiring can...

Then headed back to hougang with them, sat down and start chatting.

Poor nigel was trying to get things into my mind,

but well, there's communication problems with me and him.

Luckily, ilona & samuel was there to interpret (:  Thanks!

After talking, i realize alot of things, i'm a lousy friend to everyone.

My actions always express myself wrongly.

Mistakes i've done, always repeat.

People who really cares for me, nag me until tired already.

& i'm still like the same. It's really tough to change.

But i know if i dont change, things wont get any better.

Handling a relationship or a friendship, totally sucks for me.

I'm really a dumb girl. x( Thumbs down.. Boo!

It's really time to wake, and listen them for once.

I'm going to try my best to change, by not just saying it but do it.

Looking at certain things make me feel that,

people loves to judge one another,

when they dont even have the right to judge.

They commit mistakes too, so why must they judge.

They aint God.. What makes it worse is they dont even know 

a single thing at the person they judge.. tsk tsk tsk...

it's a urberly lousy day for me today.

The past of me was being ransack by some local idiot!

Who i chose to trust, who i chose to believe.

I'm disappointed, by hearing what other people say and this idiot

just happily sentence me that im guilty of a incident without

even asking anything, and hear one side story.

How wonderful can that be?

Congrats, you've already step in the freaking trap that

the FAT LIAR has just set. Goodluck (:

At the other hand, im glad im out of these nonsense.

Thanks to YOU too.

You've make me see through so many different things.

You've let me learned alot of things which i never encounter.

My experience is once again gain. Hahaa.

Dear God, thanks for showing me miracle again.

Thanks for everything, my up and down.

It's been a week since i've last update.

Havent been doing anything much for the whole week.

Watched a drama 下一站，幸福 and went mad over it.

So addictive! It's a recommandable show :D

That day went to catch two movie at one go, haha!

" The spy next door " &  "daybreakers"....

Umm.. I'm still stuck between some decisions,

Working and Studying.

I wanted to study make-up and get a cert for it,

after that proceed to diploma for mak-up, But...

the course isnt cheap, my mum seems kind of reluctant. x(

My mum asked me to get myself a job yet i aint ready for a working environment.

What should i do?

Maybe i can work and save money and try to take private O, self study.

By the time i've got to get my determination strong, in order for me to study.

Maybe it'll be next year. For the time being,

i'm still trying to persuade my mum for the make-up thingy.

Oh God, hopefully everything will turn out smoothly and goes well.

Bless me! (: Give me your guidiance in every decision i made.

Guide me to the right partner...

Taken with my lil bro on my birthday :D

Love him. wahahaha